Now I'm just too tired chasing after you.

the insane hot weather is giving me a very insane headache. I have no idea why this is happening to me and i blame it on old age. sad to say im nearly quarter of a century old and still living life like a piece of plank drifting in the open sea.

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very fucking apt.

I regret the first fight and everything goes tumbling down right after.

September oh september

I'm down with fever again, yes again! My throat isn't giving me a very good time either. I swear I'll marry the person who has the ability to make me feel better. And I've got the most terrible craving, Reese peanut butter cups. Tumblr is the new evil, the pictures ain't helping.

And I came across this:

You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before, she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She’s not perfect – your aren’t either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break – her heart. So don’t hurt her, don’t change her, don’t analyze and don’t expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she’s not there.

— Bob Marley

Point 8 is so not true because whatever that comes in the mail is my cc bills and I'm depressed again.

August going September

August going september imo is always the toughest period for me. It doesn't just happened to happen this year but me thinks it has become sucha nasty routine it happens every other year. I have no idea why but God made it this way but I'm trying my bestest to get along.

I'm struggling to find closure now and I'm hopeful this closure will come by no later than the end of the year.

On a happier note, eh wait there's no happier note to begin with when my life is so so messed up right now. Needa sleep now.